Thursday, August 20, 2009

Where have I been




Not sure. I think trapped somewhere between my full-time job as asst. manager, wife and mother! Pretty sure I am tired ALL of the time. Whatever, I've given up on sleep. I should be sleeping now but of course, I cannot. Tonight will be the night that Will sleeps soundly and mommy will toss and turn. It's always something.
I've become very aware that we will never be financially "ahead". It's like every week I think, "This will be the week that we have extra spending money." And then BAM!, the car breaks or some other bill I forgot about surfaces in the mailbox. How is it that I made this budget on a spreadsheet and it says we have all this extra money every month but I can never find it?? It could be partially because of my addiction to buying adorable clothing for my son. I'm not fully ready to admit that though!